My anxiety is through the fucking roof right now and there's nobody around or online to talk to. It's the worst feeling.
My brain is broken. Realistically, I know I have a lot of people that are there for me. But when I get this way it's easy to convince myself that I don't. The problem is that I don't have someone who is close to me and constant. I need to feel like I have someone's undivided support and attention. Someone to be there for me the very second I need them, whether it's to talk or let me cry or just hold me. Shame I can't get that from my marriage.
I'm just freaking out about life really hard right now and I don't know how to calm myself down.
1:31 a.m. - 2014-05-28