Today is Mother's Day. My mom is dead and I fear I'll never have a biological child, or any child at all. Feelings. Lots of them.
Now that that's out of the way. He had to block me on social media again. His wife saw that I liked an Instagram picture and got all upset. Here's where I'd usually say something about it being a shame that men and women can't be friends without people getting suspicious. But I can't say that this time because we are something more than just friends. I don't think there's a word for it. Friends who are also in love with each other. I am, too. Hopelessly.
I told my husband last night that I have feelings for this man. I told him that I like him, that we like each other, that his wife hates me. I didn't use the word love. I guess I'm not that brave. But my husband basically did nothing. So I'm not really sure what to think.
I'm still as lost as ever.
10:36 a.m. - 2014-05-11