I'm in a lose/lose situation. The more he talks to me, the more I want. The less he talks to me, the more I want. I hate it. It makes me feel desperate and needy and like I'm bothering him. I don't know how to make myself chill out. He wound me up into wanting him so much, and I can't figure out how to make it stop.
Sigh.
10:00 a.m. - 2014-05-13