I have come to the conclusion that there's no good, effective way to escape or avoid being in love with someone. You just find a way to exist and cope with it. Sometimes it's easy, and sometimes it isn't, but you deal with it as best as you can.
If there's one thing I've learned, and one thing I'm good at after everything I've been through, it's how to deal with things. I can do this. However it turns out, I'll make it. I'll be strong and survive, because that's what I do. It's what I've always done.
Is it really so wrong to enjoy the love I have while I have it? I don't know for sure, but I can't stop myself from finding bliss in it.
12:58 a.m. - 2014-05-07