Call me crazy, but I don't think I should have to constantly reiterate to my husband that no fucking means no. I'm tired of the begging and the wearing me down until I give in. On top of that, the other day I specifically and adamantly said "no, I don't want to" more than once, and he removed my pants and we did it anyways. Not by force, but definitely not really willingly on my part. I hesitate to say rape, but goddamn. What else do you call it? I told him no tonight and he's being pissy about it like usual. I refuse to give in. I've had enough. If he does that shit again, I'm out. I'll leave. Not joking.
10:34 p.m. - 2014-06-10