My husband and I got into a huge argument last night. Of course, everything was my fault, according to him. It ended with him saying that maybe we should get separate bank accounts. I think I surprised him when I said fine.
I started actually considering what I would do if I left. Where I would go, what I would take with me. It's scary, but I feel like I could do it if just a few things could fall into place for me. It's not really a plan, but kind of is at the same time.
The biggest question is when. Do I wait until after my procedure? Would it be wrong to do that? I guess I'll just wait and see how things work out.
I realized this morning that I know even less about the divorce process than I did about the getting married process. That's also a little intimidating.
I hate that I even have to think about this stuff. It wasn't supposed to be this way.
9:38 a.m. - 2014-04-12