I feel so sad today. I have $500 put away, in case I ever get brave enough to leave my husband. I miss my hair beyond belief. I miss feeling pretty, as shallow as it seems. For all of the people saying they love and support me, I'm feeling extremely alone. I don't know if it's normal to feel so lost and adrift, but I do, and I hate it. I wish love was a physical thing I could wrap myself up in, just for a day. I wish that something - anything - was definite. I wish I had answers.
4:15 p.m. - 2014-07-11