It sucks when I say something really heartfelt and get nothing in response. Maybe I'm trying too hard. Maybe I should chill out and let him talk to me on his own time. And I mean that in the least passive aggressive way possible.
It just feels a lot like staring at the phone, willing it to ring. It's hard to love someone that's so far away, that has a whole other life, that you can't even be with. Despite his explanations for having less contact, and despite the fact that we just had a real live actual phone conversation, I feel so desperate and needy and I hate hate HATE that. Maybe I just need to take a step back for a couple of days or something. I don't know.
10:17 a.m. - 2014-06-01